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Monday, August 8, 2016
The Brand
A personal example I can give is through two separate law enforcement academies, we were instructed in handcuffing technique. What struck me is that in both a municipal and federal class, the instructor used the EXACT same line at the end of class! During the instruction, we were taught to come up on the subject being arrested all tactical and shit with the person leaning forward and their hands splayed out straight behind them and to be ready for resistance/attack the moment they feel the first cuff go on (as if they didn’t know they’re getting arrested by this point). After the class and certification in the use of the handcuffs, both instructors said; “well that’s the technique, but in reality, how the cuffs go on is however they go on.”… REALLY?? So are you telling me that you’re teaching something that you have to but know isn’t going to work in reality? By relying on techniques alone, you do yourself and your co-workers a disservice because you don’t have the requisite skill set to handle the situation (hence the need for FTO’s and seasoned vets to look out for the rookies).
With all the dojos and styles purporting to be able to make you a “master” using technique alone without understanding the underlying fundamentals of how the technique came about and how to adapt it, you are practicing a sport. That’s not to say that a person well versed in Taekwondo, Krav, etc., can’t be effective in a fight, a quick look at social media videos will show you just how good a person can be and you need to find a style that works for you and your body and that’s fine for the average civilian, but if you are in a position that requires you to use violence to keep the peace, achieve an objective, protect yourself and others and have any kind of training to do so, then you are not do martial art/sport. You practice and engage in a warrior art. Perhaps that’s whet’s needed in this day and age; a rebrand to separate those of us i just mentioned to distinguish those who stand the wall (civilians with the right mindset fall into this as well and I don’t want to make it sound that this is exclusionary to them as I can name several persons who rise to the occasion when needed). Perhaps in this day of PC a new brand that distinguishes those I just mentioned from the “Cobra Kai’s and McDojos” of the world; a rebrand from calling ourselves martial artists to practitioners of warrior arts. Both brands are necessary for a society because each of us is looking for something different but we need to keep in mind just what that is and what we are using it for.
Saturday, May 14, 2016
What Would Musashi Do?
What I’m about to say in the next few paragraphs will be considered by some to be blasphemous but understand that I’m not trying to offend anyone here. This is simply the opinion of a practitioner of low dan rank who may or may not ever gain another promotion but what I DO have is real- world-street experience in using martial arts to protect myself and others. To say that I learned the hard way that technique alone was (and is) wholly inadequate to dealing with one or more attackers is an understatement. I was able to walk away from the fights which is more than the attackers could say but I only won in the sense that I didn’t get killed.
A little while ago, I was changing after class and as I walked into the dressing room, students from another school were also changing and I happened to hear a little of their conversation. “If you have a gun, you are limited but if you have a sword and dagger, you have a lot more options.” I held my tongue when I heard this to not be disrespectful but it also got me thinking about the statement and the fact that, 20 + years ago, you very well might have heard the same kind of thing come out of my mouth. When I was younger my training partners and I where all, more or less, influenced by various movies that led us to a dojo to study, and if we continued, to various books that we could get our hands on to seek the roots and techniques of the style. That eventually led to the “classics” of martial arts like the Hagakure (Yamamoto Tsunetomo)Demons Sermon on Martial Arts (Chozan Niwa), and of course The Book of Five Rings (Miyamoto Musashi). I can remember those days as a kid/young teenager practicing in the dojo for “real life” scenarios which would lead to a debate of what would work and what wouldn’t; almost along the lines of; “What would Musashi (or insert your favorite historical martial artist) Do?’ Most of us who have grown up in the martial and budo arts I think have all gone through a type of progression in which we try to learn every technique we can get our hands on, study and practice the shit out of it, then walk around convinced that we are “Billy Bad Ass” on the street just waiting for someone to test us and our skills with the opinion that they are roughly about 1,000% better than they actually are. Unfortunately for some of us, that test came and we found out just what the “techniques” were worth in real confrontation.
Part of the problem I think goes toward the introduction of eastern arts to the western mindset which is kind of like putting the cart before the horse. In the west, the idea of A to B to C is as ingrained into our psyche and literally taught that way in schools and universities during courses on logic, etc. The techniques of our various warrior arts are looked at in the west as the whole in breadth and width of the form; that and nothing else. We concentrate so much on the “technique” that we completely miss the fact that it’s only the tip of the proverbial iceberg which is to say about 10% and the other 90% remains unknown and even unnoticed to many of us. A couple of good examples that I can give is when I found the Bujinkan, it took a long time to even begin to unlearn what I had relied on and focus on the underlying principles of the movement itself that the technique came from. It took OVER A YEAR before I even noticed my sensei’s feet moving and recently I just noticed that I’ve probably been doing ukemi wrong as well. In most dojo’s in the western world, technique has supplanted principle to the point that it has become a thing in and of itself and, because little or no thought is given to the underlying principles and ethics, the art of combat has fallen by the wayside and supplanted by a sport. It’s more often about “now you do this if they do that” rather than asking why you are in that position in the first place. Often because of this attitude, you see practitioners gravitate toward “favorite” weapons and techniques and this attitude has even begun to enter the budo arts and attitudes practiced in the east. A good example of this is, several years ago, the Soke of the Bujinkan was being interviewed and during the question/answer section, the reporter asked; “so what’s your favorite technique.” Now many reading this involuntarily answered the question in their own mind. The difference between a practitioner in the warrior arts and a sport is perfectly summed up by the Soke when he answered; “Why? Are you going to send someone to try and kill me?” That unwillingness to transmit even a small amount of information and learn how to move through all situations dependent on the circumstances/terrain/what’s available/and the environment. If you walk down a city street in most parts of the world carrying a sword, even in Japan, I can guarantee you will quickly find out just how much you are NOT in a Tarantino next installment of Kill Bill and guys with guns will quickly become your foreground, background, and flanks.
In Musashi’s day, the sword was the penultimate weapon of the nobility and he threw himself into the study of its’ workings to the point that, by the end of his life, not only was he undefeated in all his duels, but had moved beyond the sword and met his opponents with a bokken in hand; wood against steel; and still carried the day. Musashi went on to found a school of thought as an esoteric monk laying out his thoughts in the Book of Five Rings but was even then still constricted by the norm of his class utilizing the sword to exclusion of other weapons. That said, if you go back and read his book again, what he keeps referring to is NOT the way of the sword, but the way of strategy which, to me, means not only learning how to move, but how to use whatever is at hand including a gun, knife, sword, brick, hands and feet, and the fundamentals of each items strengths and weaknesses. So in closing we come back to the question, “What would Musashi do?” The answer is simple; who cares?; dude lived around five hundred years ago but I will leave you with one of his more popular sayings; “Pay your respects to the Gods and Buddha but do not rely on them for help.”
Monday, March 21, 2016
The Notebook of Habits
Habits:
We all have them. Some good, some bad, and like pages of a notebook we add and subtract them as we travel through life never asking the most fundamental of questions; “How did I come by this habit? What purpose does this habit serve? Why am I holding onto it if it doesn’t do anything (good) for me?”
The answers to those questions, like life, are both easy and hard at the same time. I think to figure out the answers you have to first go to the basics and define the issue or problem. Dictionary.com lists habit as; “an acquired behavior pattern regularly followed until it has become almost involuntary.” Three words in that definition stood out to me immediately,acquired, and almost involuntary with emphasis on almost. When we acquire a habit, by definition it usually serves at least one purpose if not more but over time we all change and those habits may not continue to serve us as originally intended. An example that comes readily to mind is when I began working as an undercover law enforcement officer with a prior department. Very quickly, I habituated myself into an almost hyperactive state during which seconds after walking into a room, I could pick out who was probably carrying, potential physical weaknesses of those there, tactical advantage space to get to if shit broke bad, exit routes, and the number of people in the room including those behind me. While developing this habit kept me alive, when you keep that hyper-vigilant state going, it becomes harder and harder to turn it off and begins to carry over to your “off duty” life and you find yourself doing things you didn’t previously do; you develop “moving target syndrome” (never stay or go to the same place too many times to make it harder to hit you), lack of sleep because you can’t shut down, more prone to violence when not in “cover” mode, the leeching of the two sides/personas together, the list goes on and on. I think the reason for many of us who find these things happening are not only the complete immersion in the “role” we are supposed to be playing but quite simply, we don’t want to get dead. By that standard, the habits we acquired worked for the need that arose but, the human body being what it is, can only take so much before a crash shows on the horizon. The trick, I think, is to make sure you have someone you trust to keep an eye on you and bring you back down; violently even if necessary, but it’s our decision to listen and adjust which is much harder than it sound (remember the almost involuntary part?).
The most important part of the equation seems to be the process ofhow we develop the habit and how we allow it to be expressed. A few weeks ago, I was having a conversation with a fellow student on this topic that he had initially asked our Shidoshi regarding how to always be aware and ready to defend ourselves and others; a few of the phrases he used took me back over the years to when I almost crashed and burned developing those habits and we talked for a couple of minutes. The most important thing I could tell him? RELAX! Instead of putting the idea in the forefront of your mind which causes you to tense up (which actually makes it harder to react/respond by the way), keep the possibility of something bad happening in the back of your mind and flow with the principles that go with it like keeping tactical space, moving with the attacker but dictating the action based on what attack he/she uses and leading them from there but most important, STAY IN YOUR OWN SKIN! To understand that concept, try walking around in a “pissed off I’m the badest SOB on the block” state for an hour radiating menace and see how you exhausted you feel afterward. If you stay in a relaxed but ready state, it’s much easier to maintain but a harder habit to acquire. An easy way to spot this attitude is to look at new vs. veteran police officers or some soldiers who have already been through combat. In the latter, you will find prime examples of both states unfortunately due to the lack of care for these hero’s returning home but that’s a subject for another time. Ultimately, this entire post was expressed much more elegantly to me last week which I’ll try and close with. In the last year and a half, I’ve had 4 head surgeries (two brain, one craniotomy, one cranioplasty) which sidelined me from the dojo for a couple months; with few exceptions I attended but only observed to learn/osmose what I could until last week I went back into class as a participant, scar from right ear to left eye, stitches and all. At the end of class we pay our fee and write our name in the attendance book. When it came time for me to write my name, I had a very un-Zen like moment and wrote my name big and bold, proud of myself for continuing to train and being “back.” A few hours later, I told my Shidoshi this and his response is what I will leave you with; “The book is there for you to write in whenever you want.”